This weekend was insightful for me. I got so irritated with Jesse, I seriously felt like I was going to lose it and would just snap. I know he works hard and he works his butt off and when he does get time off, he just wants to sleep. But I wanted to get stuff done and we had errands to do together, but he was so tired that he slept until like 2:00 in the afternoon. Needless to say, I was mad. I felt like I wasted the majority of my day waiting around for him to get up so we could go out and get stuff done. I also felt like if I had known it was going to take that long for him to get going, I would not have waited around for him and gotten stuff done myself. Because I was mad, I snapped at him in the car and that just caused the rest of my day to go downhill. Jesse and I don't have "fights" too often and we always make up after wards. At the end of the day, he is my best friend and the one who is always the bigger person. Despite that I was mad, he forgave me, I forgave him. I love that God has given us so much love for each other that we can put our differences aside. I also know that there are things that I need to work on myself and that will always be a process for me.
It's been a long time since I've posted. I just don't have a lot going on in my life. Sometimes I wish I had kids so that I had stories to talk about. :)
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